Crazy Monologue

It’s like I’m running round in circles

Not sure of wrong or right

What I knew I know no longer

But I won’t give in without a fight

Guess you’d call me crazy

For hearing voices in my head

But I hope that you’ll believe me

Cause if you don’t you’ll end up dead

My world is now a dark one

I just can’t seem to find the light

The sun could be the moon

And the day could be the night

Sometimes I seem to feel so helpless

That no one understands

Slipping through an hour glass

I’m a tiny piece of sand

I don’t want my medication

It’s just poison to my blood

It will change me like the evil rain

Can change perfect dirt to mud

I just want to live my life the way I want

Please leave me alone

I don’t want to go back anywhere

I don’t need to go back home

Yes I know you love me

But I can’t say I really care

You won’t abide to what I want

Crazy or not, does that seem fair?

Please don’t stare or whisper

I can already read your mind

You dismiss my real potential

But you’ll find out still in due time

I don’t care if you think I’m crazy

It doesn’t change that I’m the one

Maybe later you’ll believe me

When you see what I have done

My belly’s getting bigger now

But just not for all to see

I guess it’s just for the chosen few

And in this case that means me